My dear darling girls,
I miss you and love you so very much. I wish you were both here. Every day I hope that I'll wake up and you will be here with me. My arms feel so empty.
When I see Mommies with their new babies I always feel a pang of jealousy. I always wonder how life would be if I had you here. Would I have that kind of car seat for you? Would you like that toy? Would you be that big? Would you cry like that?
Each day I try to do something to make you proud of me. Some days it's just getting dressed, others it's making it through the day without crying. I want you two to live through me.
I hope that you're keeping MawMaw Cheryl and Uncle Eric busy. Your Great Grandma Bonnie should be there with you now. I know that they're all happy to have you with them. I hope that MawMaw Cheryl has told you all about me. Did she tell you that I named you both after her?
You two are my heart. Daddy I love you both more than anything.
I'll see you in my dreams,
Mommy
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